It’s Beautiful…

 

 

It’s Beautiful…

 

Lost in this crazy world of emotions…

Drowning in my tears and yet soaring on my hopes for the future.

Torn between my passion and my call…

Both of them are one in the same!

How ironic isn’t it!

Confusing and yet so clear the direction I must go.

Still, painful is the choice as my feelings are so strong.

My heart cries out to stay, but my Spirit says go and soar on eagle’s wings.

I am excited…

I am scared…

I am happy…

I am sad…

I am sure…

And still I question?

Why?

Why is it so hard to trust?

Why is it so hard to step out in faith?

I thought I was out of my comfort zone here but I guess the reality is I am very comfortable!

Maybe that’s why I have to go…

It’s time for God to move me out of my comfort zone again!

I have learned so much and yet I still have so much to learn.

So much growing to do even still!

It’s a process… a process that I will go through till the day I go home!

It hurts and it’s hard… and yet it’s joyous…

I glow from the inside out in anticipation for what the future holds, what God has in store…

It’s so scary… and yet in the same breath…

It’s beautiful…

~Tracy Brown July 21st, 2008~

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